Minggu, 28 Februari 2010

I love but I cannot touch him  

Jason Mraz bilang "Life is wonderful"
Secondhand serenade bilang "I was born to telling I love you"
Celine Dion bilang "When I fall in love, it will be forever"

saat aku mengatakan bahwa cinta tak bisa digapai, apakah itu sesuatu hal yg ambigu?
atau kah sesuatu hal yg tabu untuk dirasakan oleh sang anak.

One love one heart are just a feeling that we meet someone who interesting for our mind

"kau begitu sempurna, dimataku kau begitu indah", this lyric is just giving us spirit to get what we want

saat aku berfikir bahwa aku tak bisa mendapatkan cinta, kenapa aku harus menangis, kenapa aku harus memikirkan dia, dan juga kenapa aku bisa suka dengannya.

cinta adalah rasa. rasa yg positif. tak pernah kumendengar cinta itu negatif. hanya saya penafsiran orang berkata cinta itu hanyalah omong kosong. cinta bisa berubah menjadi ganas jika tak mampu mengendalikan kata itu.

I love him, but I cannot touch him. he is invisible, I guess
biarpun aku tak bisa mendapatkan cinta itu, tapi aku berusaha untuk mendapatkannya tanpa melakukan sesuatu yg incredible. I'm not weird and not ever ever become weird to get my love.

I believe and I trust that in another day will get a splendid love and magnificent things.
try to be aware and God is being here. God is SUPER :)

I become strength , I become exist, I'm alive because of God.

Anggap saja cinta yg tak bisa kuraih itu hanya pergi sebentar, kelak dia akan datang dan membawa sejuta berlian yang membawaku terbang melayang tinggi melewati benua dan samudra dengan sayapnya yang gagah :)

FASHION is never END  

I love fashion, and I'm still being a modest girl.
I don't want become old fashion. hahhaa
everyone doesn't want to be like this lahh.

Fashion fashion fashion. ayooo kita belanjaaaaa. wahahahaha

Rabu, 09 Desember 2009

THEORY of EVOLUTION  

Personally, I just know a little about evolution, it is a subject which study about humans change from when they were young until they become old. In my mind, theory of evolution is genotype change in a population which occur very slow—and need long time process, until it appeared new species. Evolution begins by living things from generation to generation and this is a character change adaptive to population from period to period. It is the process how we grow and develop to survive and adapt our life.
Theory of evolution is talked about humanity, where human comes from and how is the process of living things—I remember when I was in senior high school I ever studied it before; Charles Darwin could explain theory of evolution. He said that species which there now is generation from species before. Natural selection determines the mechanism of evolution. It is an original idea from Darwin. He also revealed that at the beginning God is a man who created the world comes from simple organism.
Theory of evolution asserted in Darwin’s idea that all of living things come from the same ancestor. Living things appeared on earth happened because there was gene changes which it inherited. This theory also explain that many kinds of creatures in the world come from one cellular’s things at the beginning then for hundreds of millions of years later, this single-celled things changed into fish and invertebrates which they live in the sea. Then, these fish were supposed they came to the land and changed into reptiles. This tale was continued, and until there was statement that reptiles changed into birds and mammals. That was the answer that humans come from primate animals too such as ape in theory of evolution.
Some people have different argument about this theory, so that is the reason why this theory is so attractive to talked. There is so many controversial which they are pro and contra about this theory. But in the end, there no one who win because they have strong evidence to prove that they are right.
My criticisms which I would like to level against it are theory evolution should compulsory explain with the accurate definition and elaborate in a context of history development human things and science development. Talking about the theory of Darwin—I disagree with him because by logically if this theory reveals as a transform human things (include apes) from human things before (like human was like an ape), so it is simple to disputed—and actually human and ape still exist in world until now. Even while today there are so many apes and monkeys which have various kinds and are still alive in this world.
I would like to say that the theory of evolution is talk about the process we come from—which it needs long time process and people should have belief that God has already created universe as the beautiful as possible.

Do I have Supernatural Beliefs??  

In this world, there are many kinds of supernatural beliefs. However, there is nothing to believe except believe in God because I believe that God is exist, I am a religious person. If we belief about supernatural belief, it means we unbelief about God and we are one people in the world, which betrayed God. In my religion, God is important creature in my life because God created me and gave me soul life. God also created universe include galaxies, stars, planets, sun, and all about space. God knows that I do not know. If I need something or expect I can face my life, I believe God is beside me. God always see me every time, every day, every minute and every second. God will give me the best way if I am still belief in God and do all command’s God.
God influences of me because God has supernatural power that none of things in the world can defeated God. God is perfect. “Kun fayakun”, these words mean it happen, so it happens. It is one of God’s words. We cannot avoid God’s words. For example, there is a society does not believe in God and people in there do not want respect God. Therefore, there will be a little disaster for them, because they are fury with God. Other thing that God influences me is I am still here or exist and life. I can breathe, walk, speak, write and do activities every day. This is the proof that God is exist and always helps followers. I do not think that supernatural belief can help me every day. It is not guarantee if I have supernatural, belief will not die and always save whenever we go and do activity. It is just like unuseful activity that respect in devil and we are just looking for sin.

Kamis, 17 September 2009

TAKE-HOME EXAMINATION  

aku bingung soalnya.aku bingung jawabannya. aku bingung semuanya...


just it.

hahahha..

LOL

Rabu, 09 September 2009

McD aku pengen McD akhirnya terkabul juga McD  

Ihhhh,, aku pengen McD!!
pemikiran si ritun sudah mulai gag karuann nii soalnya sudah larut malam.

YMan ajaa kerjaannya sambil ngerjain tugas Mr. Chase gantengg. hihihi..

bingung.bingung.gak karuan. gag ngertiiii exercisenyaaa...

ceritaa semuaaaa !!

eh tiba tiba Uncle ngajakin ke cafe.

gita deluan ke kafe, ritun sama ervi masih di Hostel..

Akupun menunggu ervi sambil YMan sama si abang hafidz..
isinya sii ngolokin si ervi. asik asik dapet olokan baru "Nenek Ervi"
hahhaa... ada ada saja sii abang itu !!


once again AKU PENGEN KE McD

laper.laper kroncongan nii perut. hihi..

akhirnya ritun sama ervi pergi ke kafetaria.

pas di kafetaria ..

jerngjerngjengjeng....

  • I met OMar (He is Somalian, my classmate in PES 3) whatever lah dia mo ngomong apa yg jelas aku sudah gag ada perasaan lagi sama si Doi (ciee doi)
  • I met uncle (He is Korean guy, I called him uncle because he always kind to us,sudah kuanggap jadi pamanku. sebenarnya pengen lebih sii jadi pacar gitu. tapiiiii.. takut ahh, ada adine yg suka. hehe.. maap dine. aku ngecengin si Chase ajalah. hihi)
  • I met Naseer (He is Nigerian guy, tu orng baek bgt juga, waktu ngerjain assignment dia yang bantuinn looo. wahh. makasii banyak yaa..)
Suddenly..

ervi teriakkkkk.....

abang abis dari McD. waaaaaaa.

gubrak.. gujrukk,,

Bujuuuuuuuuuu...

Abangg pkoknya sekarang aku mau ke McD titik

abang Offline aja gitu YMnya.huhu,,, menyedihkan.


dan ternyataaaa..

ih wawww, si abang ngejemput kita coba. kaget..

si abang BAEK BAEK BAEK benerbener BAEK. hihi.. abang the best lah,, ganteng dah si abang hapidz (ooooo besar kepaa si abang xDDDD)
terus kita pergi ke McD, sampe disana bingung mo makan apa, banyak pilihan burger. pokonya aku milih yang ada dagingnya sama sayurannya yang banyak. kkkk
terus kita cari meja makan, eh itu kan meja yang waktu itu makan sama bang adnan n diana n the gank. jadi kangen deh. hikshikshiks..
Makan.makan.makan. setelah makan si abang cerita bang Nasser.
Oh My Gosh..
. gila sumpah ngeri banget,,

si bang Nasser pernah kecelakan sebanyak 4 kali dan itupun kecelakaannya suatu hal yg increadible,crazy,mad, dan amat sangat freakz bgt !

Lepas itu aku teringat waktu aku kecelakaan nabrak rumah orang donkkk, arrggghhh sial padahal pengen lupain soalnya pengalaman amat sangat menyeramkan sii. huhu

aku KENYANGGGGGG
akhirnya terwujud juga aku makan McD, udah gitu pas waktu dini hari lagi tepat pukul 02.00 am hari Rabu, 09-09-09. angka keramat poww !!

Alhamdulilahh, pulang dengan selamat deh kita semua,,,

NB :
ada 2 poin yang harus kamu ambil dan resapi dalam postingan ini :
  1. Kawan, jika kita memiliki kemauan dan kemauan itu amat sangat mendesak wujudkanlah dengan berbagai cara, kamu bisa nangis nangis, ngerengek rengek,guling guling apalah whatever do u want! yang penting kemauanmu bisa terwujud. You can do it !
  2. Poin 1 jangan diikutin, HARAM hukumnya. kkkkkk (an chan suk mode : on)
sudah ah mo tidur,, ni sudah menunjukkan pukul 04.10 am pagi. Sejammmm lagi sahurrrr. tidakkkk. Dadahhh...

Wassalamualaikum

Selasa, 08 September 2009

ADP why must ADP  

wawwww..

gue kuliahh. kaykanya aneh bgt sii kalo ngenengerin kata kata kuliah itu!
gua masuk kelas ADP (American Degree Programme), subjek Psychology.
Gue interesting banget nii sama ni subject makanya gua lari lari dari kalimantan ke Malaysia cuma buat study Psikologi. ahahaha.. lebai larinyaaaa...

ngeri,takut,scary,pengen,, nano nano dah rasanya.

wktu SMA gue pengen kuliah tapi sekarang gue udah kuliah malah pengen back to school. hihi..

aneh.konyol. deg degan !

First time masuk kuliah SUMPAH!
gue kayak orang BEGO. gag tau apa apa. Lecturenya ngomong gue ngerti cuma sedikit coz beliau pk bahasa Makasar eh salah Sunda.Kikikik (bunda belikan aku tape recorder naahh.)


The next time

OMG
GUBRAKZZ..GUBRUKZZZ kayakk kelinciiiiii

Many ASSIGNMENT that I must do until finished !!

  • assignment dari Mr. Chase (tu lecture kaku banget kalo ngajar tapi SUMPAH tu guru ganteng banget. Alice said he is 24 years old. Asik asik.. bisa dikecengin. hihi..)

  • assignment dari Mr. Ilyas (kalo ini asli tulen orang malay tapi rasnya cina, kalo ngomong bahasa malay lucu bgt. first time ketemu dikira orang islam, habis stylenya mendukung bgt sii. OMG.. beberapa menit kemudian dia minum. kyahahaha.. gua tertipu. hihihi..)


baru berapa minggu nii aku kuliah bentar lagi udah MID TERM.
wish me luck ya all readers. hihi..


Ritun always keep spirit in her Heart