♥L.O.V.E♥ I call this thing is Crazy & DAMN

bandittt. rampokkk. gebokkk.
bapak bapak jalan ke tepi pantai mau bunuh diri gara gara gag bisa bayar biaya rumah sakit
sepasang kakek nenek menghampiri beliau. terjadilah percakapan antara mereka bertiga :

Kakek&nenek :"cuk, ngapain kamu disitu cuk?? nanti kalo dimakan buaya gimana?"
Bapak:"gag papa nek gag papa kek, ini malah nyari ikan paus yg mau makan."
Nenek:"daging kayak kamu cuk mana mau ikan paus makan,,, gag lakuu"
Bapak:"Loh, kenapa nek??"
Kakek:"Sbenarnya kakek dan nenek di pantai ini sudah lama, sejak 10 tahun yg lalu, kami berusaha bunuh diri dengan menunggu ikan paus yg mau makan tapi alhasil gag ada yg muncul"
Bapak:"kenapabisa begitu??"
Kakek&nenek:"lah nak, km aneh aneh ajaa, nunggu ikan paus kok di pinggir pantai, kalo mau dimakan ikan paus, ya kamu masuk ke laut dong, baru ikan paus mau makan. kalo dsni inii aja kamu gag bakalan dimakan!"
Bapak:"loh terus knapa kalian gag ke laut ajja??"
Nenek:"nenek kasian sama si kakek cuk, kakek alergi air. jadi gag brani buat bunuh diri ke pantai"

si Baapaakkk ????!!!!%$&#^^%???!!???!

Saat kubuka mata, dia memandangku
Perih rasanya menatap tajam matanya
Sakit rasanya melihat senyumannya
Raut wajah yang memesona tetapi memberi racun kepada sukmaku

Bila dekatnya senang itu berubah menjadi tangisan
Tangisan menahan keperihan
Perih yang bertubi tubi
Tak ada obat penawar kecuali dia
Di sisi lain dia tak mengharap aku disampingnya
Rapuh, bagaikan sayap patah yang sudah menemui ajalnya

Dia telah menemukan permata yang lebih dr pada segalanya
Permata yang tak mungkin dia tinggal
Biarlah, ikhlaskan saja
Ikhlas lahir bathin melihat dia dengannya
Karna jikalau dia senang aku bisa merasakannya dari jauh
Aku percaya Tuhan akan memberikan terbaik untukku
Dan aku percaya Dia adalah Zat yang selalu menyayangi dan mencintaiku kekal dan abadi
Tuhan memberikan anugerah yang tak pernah aku rasakan sebelumnya
Anugrah itu begitu memesona
Engkau berikanku nikmat untuk mencintai, dan Engkau pun berikan aku nikmat untuk merasakan getaran cinta
Pesonamu bak bunga melati yang suci
Jikalau mereka dirusak aku tak segan untuk membunuh mereka
Itu amanah dari Tuhan
Biarlah aku tetap menjaganya sampai aku tua nanti
Dan mimpi yang tak sempurna itu akan kuselesaikan di akhir hidupkuAnugrah itu begitu memesona
Engkau berikanku nikmat untuk mencintai, dan Engkau pun berikan aku nikmat untuk merasakan getaran cinta
Pesonamu bak bunga melati yang suci
Jikalau mereka dirusak aku tak segan untuk membunuh mereka
Itu amanah dari Tuhan
Biarlah aku tetap menjaganya sampai aku tua nanti
Dan mimpi yang tak sempurna itu akan kuselesaikan di akhir hidupku

Melaka, 14 Maret 2010

Jason Mraz bilang "Life is wonderful"
Secondhand serenade bilang "I was born to telling I love you"
Celine Dion bilang "When I fall in love, it will be forever"

saat aku mengatakan bahwa cinta tak bisa digapai, apakah itu sesuatu hal yg ambigu?
atau kah sesuatu hal yg tabu untuk dirasakan oleh sang anak.

One love one heart are just a feeling that we meet someone who interesting for our mind

"kau begitu sempurna, dimataku kau begitu indah", this lyric is just giving us spirit to get what we want

saat aku berfikir bahwa aku tak bisa mendapatkan cinta, kenapa aku harus menangis, kenapa aku harus memikirkan dia, dan juga kenapa aku bisa suka dengannya.

cinta adalah rasa. rasa yg positif. tak pernah kumendengar cinta itu negatif. hanya saya penafsiran orang berkata cinta itu hanyalah omong kosong. cinta bisa berubah menjadi ganas jika tak mampu mengendalikan kata itu.

I love him, but I cannot touch him. he is invisible, I guess
biarpun aku tak bisa mendapatkan cinta itu, tapi aku berusaha untuk mendapatkannya tanpa melakukan sesuatu yg incredible. I'm not weird and not ever ever become weird to get my love.

I believe and I trust that in another day will get a splendid love and magnificent things.
try to be aware and God is being here. God is SUPER :)

I become strength , I become exist, I'm alive because of God.

Anggap saja cinta yg tak bisa kuraih itu hanya pergi sebentar, kelak dia akan datang dan membawa sejuta berlian yang membawaku terbang melayang tinggi melewati benua dan samudra dengan sayapnya yang gagah :)

I love fashion, and I'm still being a modest girl.
I don't want become old fashion. hahhaa
everyone doesn't want to be like this lahh.

Fashion fashion fashion. ayooo kita belanjaaaaa. wahahahaha

Personally, I just know a little about evolution, it is a subject which study about humans change from when they were young until they become old. In my mind, theory of evolution is genotype change in a population which occur very slow—and need long time process, until it appeared new species. Evolution begins by living things from generation to generation and this is a character change adaptive to population from period to period. It is the process how we grow and develop to survive and adapt our life.
Theory of evolution is talked about humanity, where human comes from and how is the process of living things—I remember when I was in senior high school I ever studied it before; Charles Darwin could explain theory of evolution. He said that species which there now is generation from species before. Natural selection determines the mechanism of evolution. It is an original idea from Darwin. He also revealed that at the beginning God is a man who created the world comes from simple organism.
Theory of evolution asserted in Darwin’s idea that all of living things come from the same ancestor. Living things appeared on earth happened because there was gene changes which it inherited. This theory also explain that many kinds of creatures in the world come from one cellular’s things at the beginning then for hundreds of millions of years later, this single-celled things changed into fish and invertebrates which they live in the sea. Then, these fish were supposed they came to the land and changed into reptiles. This tale was continued, and until there was statement that reptiles changed into birds and mammals. That was the answer that humans come from primate animals too such as ape in theory of evolution.
Some people have different argument about this theory, so that is the reason why this theory is so attractive to talked. There is so many controversial which they are pro and contra about this theory. But in the end, there no one who win because they have strong evidence to prove that they are right.
My criticisms which I would like to level against it are theory evolution should compulsory explain with the accurate definition and elaborate in a context of history development human things and science development. Talking about the theory of Darwin—I disagree with him because by logically if this theory reveals as a transform human things (include apes) from human things before (like human was like an ape), so it is simple to disputed—and actually human and ape still exist in world until now. Even while today there are so many apes and monkeys which have various kinds and are still alive in this world.
I would like to say that the theory of evolution is talk about the process we come from—which it needs long time process and people should have belief that God has already created universe as the beautiful as possible.

In this world, there are many kinds of supernatural beliefs. However, there is nothing to believe except believe in God because I believe that God is exist, I am a religious person. If we belief about supernatural belief, it means we unbelief about God and we are one people in the world, which betrayed God. In my religion, God is important creature in my life because God created me and gave me soul life. God also created universe include galaxies, stars, planets, sun, and all about space. God knows that I do not know. If I need something or expect I can face my life, I believe God is beside me. God always see me every time, every day, every minute and every second. God will give me the best way if I am still belief in God and do all command’s God.
God influences of me because God has supernatural power that none of things in the world can defeated God. God is perfect. “Kun fayakun”, these words mean it happen, so it happens. It is one of God’s words. We cannot avoid God’s words. For example, there is a society does not believe in God and people in there do not want respect God. Therefore, there will be a little disaster for them, because they are fury with God. Other thing that God influences me is I am still here or exist and life. I can breathe, walk, speak, write and do activities every day. This is the proof that God is exist and always helps followers. I do not think that supernatural belief can help me every day. It is not guarantee if I have supernatural, belief will not die and always save whenever we go and do activity. It is just like unuseful activity that respect in devil and we are just looking for sin.

aku bingung soalnya.aku bingung jawabannya. aku bingung semuanya...


just it.

hahahha..

LOL